I'm obsessive and compulsive, impulsive and distracted. I see everything and want everything and love everything at the same time and I'm overwhelmed with possibilities. Too many possibilities; so many they crowd out my thoughts and I can't think clearly. I can't define myself by what I am; I have to define myself by what I'm not. Process of elimination. I am not a scientist. I am not a mathematician. I am not single. I am not a man. I am not a gamer. I am not a participant. I am not solvent. I am not a teenager. It's the same things over and over in my head what am I who am I what do I want to DO with my life oh thank God someone else doesn't know, too.

Anyway, as an update. I still don't know. What I am.

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