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i don't know why i don't sleep
It's the same old song, set to the same, tired tune: Where is my confidence? Where, oh where is my confidence? I used to have confidence. And drive. Or at least I had drive. I've probably always had fake-me-out confidence. Anyway drive is all you need. But then... Where is my drive? Where, oh where is my drive??? It's like as soon as I become old enough to realize my dreams I chicken out and depend on laziness to cover for me so I don't have to explain my insecurities. I want to write. But there is nothing in this world that terrifies me more. Not even hippos. FIN. 4:44 a.m., Friday, Jun. 10, 2005 |
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