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it's harder when your heart is racing
I need... to breathe. Just. Breathe. I keep remembering last semester and instead of a helpful reminder of things to avoid it's a terrifying flashback, inducing similar symptoms as the previous. A vicious cycle. The theme this semester is breathing. In class, in work, in life. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. Slow, neutral, relaxed. Calm. I just have to keep it up. One cannot just break down and snap a fuse every winter. It's just not done in polite society. We're all about control here. That's how we do. We breathe. FIN. 1:15 a.m., Wednesday, Sept. 21, 2005 |
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