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such a tease
at the risk of sounding immeasurably shallow or even, dareisay, loose... i love to flirt. that is, i love to flirt in the context of society's definition of flirting, which is of course [enter sarcasm] remote friendliness toward any other fellow human being
smiling. eye contact. jokes. anything indicating what can only be construed as interest in the flirtee.
so why such a bad aura around the concept of flirting?
i only recently realized the enjoyment i take in the act because i only recently realized the full extent of the definition. now i may not be the greatest math genius to ever grace this earth, but the thought process simply does not add up. in short, if a person is sociable at all to members even remotely construed as the opposite sex (regardless of whether he or she acts in the same exact manner toward everyone), he or she is immediately branded as a flirt and therefore interested in nothing more than a physical rendezvous with the subject. there is no escaping it. so why not embrace it? if there is nothing to be done, why vascillate over whether or not other people will think bad of you? why care what mob mentality thinks at all? this is the philosophy i try to keep, and this is why people think i am a slut. ~~~~~ for the sake of my honor, i am as far from that as one can get... bordering prudish, really... but that is of course, as is all things, considering society's concept of the word. but it doesn't matter. you will believe what you want to believe... and i accept that fact, then disregard it. i still love to flirt. ~~~~~
p.s. went to scholarship auditions on fri and saw calvert getting-there-amigos and that was fun.. and i got called back to all but one school! ::excitement:: and am very interested in pittsburgh now... then went to LAST game of LAST year of high school and watched as we were SLAUGHTERED by CALVERT. oh, it hurt. our rival school. that we generally beat down, and had for a consecutive three years. but our entire starting line was dead and wounded, we must give them that. pobrecitos. it hurts them far more, i know. but went to northern's show after tech tonight and saw northern friends. then brie and i went to applebee's and our server was funny and sat with us because he was bored and had no one to wait on but us and that is what spurred my seemingly random demi-rant above. my mind works in mysterious ways.. don't question it. but now i must go as it is closing in on two and i promised mum i'd be off and asleep.. far earlier. g'night FIN. 12:33 a.m., Sunday, Nov. 09, 2003 |
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