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selfish desire for words given in bittersweet parting
because i'm a lazy bum...
and though this technically took a lot longer than explaining it all... no creative energy was expended to bring this immeasurably vital conversation to your homes. none a'tall.
~~~~~
now...
out of the loop (4:19:32 PM): i heard states went well
out of the loop (4:19:37 PM): congrats.
me (4:19:46 PM): thankee
out of the loop (4:21:54 PM): i hanged out w/ kepo and tim last night... [edited for irrelevance to driving point]... and shouted that drama chant thing
out of the loop (4:22:02 PM): bang bang choo choo train...
me (4:22:15 PM): haha
me (4:22:17 PM): awesome
out of the loop (4:22:26 PM): and that pat. what...why...
me (4:22:32 PM): ...but you didn't do the chant, did you?
me (4:22:36 PM): NO
out of the loop (4:22:37 PM): yeah we did
me (4:22:45 PM):
NONONONONO
NONONONONO
NONONO
out of the loop (4:22:50 PM): oooooook
out of the loop (4:22:52 PM): ?????
me (4:22:53 PM): YOU CAN'T DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!
me (4:22:56 PM): IT'S MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!
out of the loop (4:22:58 PM): what
me (4:23:12 PM): IT WAS PASSED DOWN TO ONLY ME AND NO ONE CAN DO IT BUT ME
me (4:23:22 PM): IT'S
TRADITION
out of the loop (4:23:22 PM): sorry
out of the loop (4:23:30 PM): ahhhhhhh
out of the loop (4:23:31 PM): never do it again
out of the loop (4:23:35 PM): sorry
out of the loop (4:23:37 PM): which one?
me (4:23:41 PM): patuxent what
out of the loop (4:23:44 PM): oooooooooooooooo
me (4:23:45 PM): never do it again
me (4:23:48 PM): only i can lead it
me (4:24:00 PM): you have desanctified it
me (4:24:37 PM): only delant� could lead it last year, and only clifton the year before that
me (4:24:42 PM): it is passed down
out of the loop (4:24:44 PM): ::holds a cross up to brit. ...sorry ::
me (4:24:47 PM): you can't steal it
out of the loop (4:24:48 PM): evil lady
out of the loop (4:24:50 PM): lol
me (4:24:56 PM): i'm not evil
me (4:24:57 PM): you are
me (4:25:02 PM): you made it dirty
out of the loop (4:25:13 PM): are u really mad at me?
me (4:25:28 PM): just never do it again
me (4:25:30 PM): you didn't know
me (4:25:57 PM): who did it?
me (4:26:00 PM): who..... lead it?
out of the loop (4:26:02 PM): cant tell u
me (4:26:12 PM): tell me
out of the loop (4:26:17 PM): cause youll get mad
me (4:26:23 PM): well yes
me (4:26:27 PM): tell me anyway
out of the loop (4:26:37 PM): dont tell them urseld
out of the loop (4:26:40 PM): that i told u
out of the loop (4:26:42 PM): okk
out of the loop (4:26:45 PM): me tim and kepo
out of the loop (4:26:52 PM): kepo led
me (4:26:53 PM): you suck all of you
me (4:26:56 PM): but you didn't know
me (4:26:58 PM): WHAT???
out of the loop (4:26:59 PM): i never knew it
me (4:27:00 PM): arg
out of the loop (4:27:03 PM): before last nite
me (4:27:11 PM): of course i'd have the same reaction to anyone
me (4:27:15 PM): but AARRRGGGHHH
me (4:27:20 PM): am going to kill him
out of the loop (4:27:31 PM): dont tell him
me (4:27:42 PM): just like delant� didn't speak to laura for days when she stole it last year
out of the loop (4:27:43 PM): :grabs the gun from brits hand:
me (4:28:08 PM): he didn't know.... but he should have
me (4:28:16 PM): all of you should have
out of the loop (4:28:26 PM): laura [bleep!]?
me (4:28:28 PM): yeah
out of the loop (4:28:35 PM): oh
me (4:28:44 PM): she stole it at ihop b/c he wasn't there or something
out of the loop (4:28:47 PM): in all respects....I'M SORRY
me (4:28:54 PM): and he was so mad
me (4:29:10 PM): and even then when i was so fed up with his tantrums i understood you don't touch that
me (4:29:12 PM): it's sacred
me (4:29:19 PM): it's ok just never do it again
out of the loop (4:29:32 PM): never....
out of the loop (4:29:37 PM): u mean w/o u
me (4:29:38 PM): never ever ever ever
me (4:29:40 PM): yes
out of the loop (4:29:42 PM): ok
me (4:29:46 PM): i mean without me leading
out of the loop (4:29:52 PM): we're doin it 8th pd 2morrw
out of the loop (4:29:56 PM): lol
me (4:30:04 PM): no you're not i will kill you until you are dead
me (4:30:08 PM): dead as doornails
out of the loop (4:30:14 PM): i mean w/ u as lead
me (4:30:23 PM): and i mean i will kill you
me (4:30:28 PM): you think i'm kidding
me (4:30:38 PM): try me
out of the loop (4:30:39 PM): so is their a rule to when u can do it...
out of the loop (4:30:53 PM): i know it has to be with u as lead
me (4:31:23 PM): the rule is only the person the chant was passed down to can lead, and it should be done for energy and spirit purposes only
out of the loop (4:31:29 PM): oooooook
me (4:31:38 PM): they're unspoken rules
me (4:31:44 PM): everyone just knows
out of the loop (4:31:57 PM): like prep for a play....so do u start whenver u want to,...or do people ask u to start it or what?
me (4:32:03 PM): both
me (4:32:11 PM): usually i know when it's the right time
out of the loop (4:32:35 PM): ok
out of the loop (4:32:57 PM): now i know...tim and kepo only told me the chant..not the ligistics of it
me (4:32:57 PM): The Instinct is passed down by default
me (4:32:59 PM): you just know
out of the loop (4:33:03 PM): ok
out of the loop (4:33:05 PM): sorry
me (4:33:16 PM): well apparently they didn't know themselves
out of the loop (4:33:23 PM): i feel tim adn kepo are goin to beat me up whtn they find out u know what we did
me (4:33:29 PM): ::shakes head:: so imperceptive
me (4:33:50 PM): why would they beat you up?
me (4:33:53 PM): you didn't know
out of the loop (4:34:58 PM): i feel so wrong now
out of the loop (4:35:06 PM): like i pissed on the alamo
me (4:35:11 PM): well you should... but you didn't know
out of the loop (4:35:11 PM): like ozzy
me (4:35:14 PM): and now you know
me (4:35:23 PM): and you will never repeat this grave grave mistake
out of the loop (4:35:39 PM): yes mother
me (4:35:41 PM): and you will make sure no one else does
me (4:35:43 PM): good
me (4:35:46 PM): it's settled then
out of the loop (4:35:58 PM): u drama people
out of the loop (4:36:03 PM): so....dramatic
out of the loop (4:36:10 PM): lmao
out of the loop (4:37:43 PM): no hard feelings?
me (4:37:48 PM): ::squints::
out of the loop (4:37:53 PM): i still much luv 4 ya brit
me (4:38:00 PM): if you ever do it again i will personally wring your necks
me (4:38:07 PM): but... i guess no hard feelings
me (4:38:13 PM): just.. don't bring it up
me (4:38:14 PM): ever
me (4:38:17 PM): it is dead to us now
~~~~~
now you all know.
check before you desacredize a sacred geeft and overall feeling of specialness.
thank you and good night.
FIN. 4:20 p.m., Monday, Feb. 16, 2004
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